Living Without Freedom:  
 
The Cultural Revolution and Beyond  
 
 
-- Wei Jingsheng's Speech at the National Constitution Center in  
Philadelphia 
 
  
 
   
Everyone knows that loosing freedom is a painful thing.  But exactly  
how painful it is, can vary.  For the average person, your mother not  
allowing you to go outside and play, or your boss forcing you to work  
is also a loss of freedom, and it can be very painful and you might  
resolve to make trouble for mother and boss.  But even if you have the  
experience of such suffering, by no means does that mean you can  
understand what more extreme loss of freedom is like.  So reporters and  
good-hearted people always ask me the same question:  In prison, how  
were the meals?  Were you beaten, etc.  Actually, these problems are  
all less important.  The biggest issue and the real problem are loosing  
your freedom. Only that is real suffering. 
 
During my 18 years in prison, three of the years I was kept strictly in  
solitary confinement.  During the rest of the time, although I was held  
alone in a cell, it was not as strict as those three years; I could  
still chat with guards and fellow prisoners.  During those three years  
of solitary confinement, there was a period of more than a year when I  
was not let out of my cell even once.  For this year plus I had to stay  
in a real small cell.  No one was allowed to speak with me; the door  
remained always closed.  Food was delivered through a small opening in  
the lower part of the cell door.  Outside my window there was a small  
yard, but even that no one was allowed to enter.  In this environment  
of complete isolation from the outside world, people begin to slowly  
lose their endurance.  An indescribable feeling of torment comes forth  
from within.  Yet it is not sore and it does not itch, but is extremely  
painful, many people in this sort of situation become lose their sense  
of reason; more serious cases go crazy, become mental ill.  Many  
political prisoners are driven mad this way, including the Chinese  
Communist Party's own political prisoners resulted from internal fight. 
 
During that time of confinement, who would pay no attention to the  
food, nor got beaten.  Many people would even look for a beating,  
suffering from being beaten would make you feel carefree.  Because the  
suffering confined to your heart would be vented, giving you the  
feeling of being liberated.  During that time, I would intentionally  
make a racket, kick the door with my foot, yell and shout to draw in  
the person guarding me to come quarrel and fight.  I would seize the  
chance to vent the pressure of the gloom in my heart.  Unfortunately  
this method only worked once.  At the time the feeling of release  
exceeded my expectations, I felt relaxed and care free for a few days.   
But the second time it didn't work, they discovered my plot.  No matter  
how I kicked the door, yelled and shouted they paid no attention to  
me.  Later a good-natured guard told me there were orders from above  
that no matter the racket I made they were not allowed to pay heed.  So  
I need not give them so much trouble.  When I saw that this would not  
work, I thought of a new method.  With me, I had a few Russian middle  
school textbooks, everyday I would read them out in a very loud voice  
to let out the gloom in my heart.  The entire prison could hear me  
everyday as I read Russian.  Actually I was only venting, I was not  
reading Russian at all.  Many years later I encountered a convict who  
was in the same prison at the time, he said to me:  "If your English  
were as good as your Russian, it would be useful."  I was baffled and  
asked in reply, "How do you know my Russian is good?"  He  
responded, "Back then I heard you read Russian in loud voice, I never  
understood why you didn't study English, you studied Russian."  I did  
not know how I should respond, because, actually, I was not even  
studying Russian. They lived in larger cells, they had just a little  
bit more freedom than we did, and already they could not understand the  
suffering of those with less freedom. 
 
A long time passed.  One day a guard suddenly called me to go out and  
play badminton.  At the beginning, I did not know what was up.  After  
playing for a while, I did not discover anything unusual, we just  
played all afternoon to my heart's content.  That felt good and much  
better than fighting with the guard.  After a few days I asked a guard  
when I could play badminton.  The guard said, "Play badminton, what are  
you dreaming?"  For more than ten years, I never understood why they  
only let me play badminton once.  After being released there was a  
reporter who asked me: "The treatment in prison was not too bad, was  
it?  We all saw the recording of you playing badminton."  Only then.  
did I realize why I played badminton only once.  It was to videotape to  
deceive the international community.  Once it was recorded, it was  
over; wanting to play badminton again was of course like the guard  
said, dreaming.   
 
Because of this sort of personal experience, I feel even more so that  
freedom is the most important condition for human to live.  Going a  
step further, I think that for the last few thousand years human  
society has been searching for an even better social system.   What is  
an even better social system?  A system that can provide even more  
guarantee of everyone's freedom.  With the prerequisite of upholding  
social order, a social system that can provide greater guarantee of  
freedom is a better system. 
 
Those autocratic systems probably have greater social order than some  
democratic societies, but the prerequisite for that social order is a  
big sacrifice in personal freedom.  That is not a good system because  
people in that sort of system have lost too much freedom, they  
seriously lack the necessary conditions for living.  When the people  
live an unhappy life, the people will object and they will revolt.   
Social order seemed to be very good in China during Mao Zedong's time;  
the average people seemed behalf themselves, prostitution and drugs  
were nearly eliminated. 
 
Some confused Western scholars thought Mao Zedong had created a society  
that conformed the greatest to their standards of a good social  
system.  But they were mistaken.  Just as they were thinking that Mao  
Zedong had created an ideal social system, the Cultural Revolution  
started, 41 years ago.  The social reason the Cultural Revolution  
occurred was that after more than a decade of the Communist Party's  
autocratic rule, they had deprived the Chinese people of too much  
freedom.  The mood to resist and revolt was growing in society. 
 
When people live in a free society, they don't sense the importance of  
freedom.  They mistakenly believe that Chinese people living without  
freedom can still live very well.  When Chinese people rise up to  
oppose the Communist Party, they cannot understand why people have to  
destroy the good social order.  Why do we have to have the Cultural  
Revolution that foreigners cannot comprehend. 
 
According to a normal understanding, cultural change is a slow  
process.  What effect can it have on cultural change for that sort of  
violent storm of a revolution? 
 
Mao Zedong called for revolt, many people took this opportunity to  
oppose the Communist Party officials, and this is to say that it was  
not a revolution of culture.  On one hand it was Mao Zedong drawing  
support from the Communist Party for approval of the Cultural  
Revolution such that it became a pretext for inciting a movement to  
strike down his political opponents.  On the other hand, the average  
people used this opportunity to vent their accumulated discontent and  
mental pressure.  However, at the end, the Cultural Revolution took  
dictatorship of the proletariat to the extreme, suppressing these  
opposition movements at the end. 
 
On these two points, Deng Xiaoping and all later Chinese Communist  
leaders have something in common, they have been afraid the people will  
revolt, they have also been afraid the people will say they are the  
dictatorship of the proletariat.  So they have not allowed people to  
talk about the problematic Cultural Revolution.   
 
The greatest lesson from the revolts of the Cultural Revolution was  
that everyone believed that rebelling under the banner of Mao Zedong,  
you would gain legitimacy.  In the end, those hoisting the banner of  
Mao Zedong were equivalent to kneeling and rebelling right before the  
emperor.  If the emperor wants to punish you, you have no way out. 
 
The Chinese Communist Party especially feared that after the people  
summed up this experience, next time they rebelled they would not be  
carrying the Communist Party's banner.  So they did not permit the  
people to summarize the lessons from this experience, they did not  
permit discussing the Cultural Revolution. 
 
Under the Communist Party's autocratic rule, the people cannot  
participate in media's public opinion. In this situation without  
freedom of speech, so called "speak freely," "air your views  
freely," "big character posters," "mass debate," of the "four great  
freedoms" was to retain just the last little bit of the people's  
freedom.  Of course there could be nonsense to be said, just like with  
America's freedom of speech there is also nonsense to be said. 
 
The reason Deng Xiaoping got rid of the "the four great freedoms" after  
the Cultural Revolution was mainly because the people were using "the  
four great freedoms" through the Democracy Wall to criticize the  
government, which lead the government to be afraid.  So Deng Xiaoping  
used the Cultural Revolution as an argument to intimidate and persuade  
those within the party to support him to eliminate the Democracy  
Wall.  "The four great freedoms" of the Cultural Revolution and  
Democracy Wall period showed Deng Xiaoping the power of freedom of  
speech.   Deng Xiaoping just used the Democracy Wall's momentum to  
defeat Hua Guofeng's Whatever Faction.  The forces of the people could  
already interfere with power struggles in the central authorities, and  
furthermore they were quite powerful.  So, the first thing he did after  
he rose to power was to abolish the Democracy Wall. 
 
This was after they summarized their experiences from the Cultural  
Revolution and the Democracy Wall, they became very afraid of the  
people taking opportunities to rebel. 
 
Deng Xiaoping sensed that for him to continue to rule, although he  
could hold high the banner of democracy, but by no means did he need  
democracy.  He saw very clearly that he still needed to use the  
strategy of the dictatorship of the proletariat to handle the Chinese  
people.  He did not want people to criticize the dictatorship of the  
proletariat. The major portion of the brutality of the Cultural  
Revolution was caused by the dictatorship of the proletariat; rather it  
by struggles among the people.  Struggles between two factions, were in  
fact caused by Mao Zedong and his gang sowing discord, this is  
precisely one of Mao Zedong's tactics of playing with the dictatorship  
of the proletariat. 
 
CCP intra-party struggles, as a rule, are ruthless.  The Communist  
Party's sort of despotic, autocratic politics, with a certain amount of  
religious character, it is fanatical, it is unreasonable.  So it  
manifests as even more cruel than autocratic regimes of ancient times.   
In such a ruthless situation people become unable to acknowledge their  
mistakes, and they become especially set on revenge.  I have heard that  
right now it is also like this, the mentality of making others suffer  
is the same as it was during the Cultural Revolution.  "No matter what  
tactic I use, I have to cut you down, otherwise you will probably cut  
me down, and it would probably be a pretty nasty end."  This sort of  
situation brings about ruthless politics.   
 
Now I am going to use the world of the religion, which is not  
contemporary Western religion, which is severed from politics; rather  
it is a religion like the unification of church and state like in the  
Middle Ages.  Much of the conduct during the Cultural Revolution was  
similar to religious rituals.  Everyday listen, everyday read, ask for  
instructions in the morning, report back in the evening, similar in  
form with praying.  Bare your heart to the party, bare your heart to  
the leaders -- it imitates religion's confession.   
 
This way of doing things was in part an idea of Mao Zedong's, in part  
it probably also is related to the May Fourth period of thinking about  
complete Westernization.  At the time people summed up what they  
learned from the Westernization movement and from the failure of the  
Hundred Days Reform.  They believed it was China's culture that was the  
problem, thus they could not accept advanced Western things.  So the  
first step was to destroy Chinese culture.  Then it is much easier to  
paint on a white piece of paper.  This was the mentality of the far  
left during the May Fourth movement.  It is what later evolved into the  
communist Party's mentality.   
 
In truth, many ways of doing things during the Cultural Revolution were  
the expectations of the May Fourth movement. It developed to the  
ultimate during the Cultural Revolution.  To destroy all traditional  
Chinese culture, to destroy all the Western culture that was not  
beneficial to the establishment of communist dictatorship, which ends  
to make the whole China a cultural desert.  This is everyone's direct  
sense. 
 
Having been through the Cultural Revolution and the Democracy Wall,  
Deng Xiaoping saw that using Communism's ideals to rule people's minds  
failed. Then, what thing is most able to soften people's thinking,  
cause them not to rebel?  That is exactly what Marx talked about as the  
ideological opium.  So they use another extreme thing, for example  
desire for money and this sort of material things, prostitution, drugs,  
to numb people's determination to oppose, to eliminate people's power  
in revolting.  To continue to maintain the rule of the one party  
dictatorship, they don't really give the people freedom and democracy.   
 
Right now, there are some Western entrepreneurs and scholars who are  
making the same mistake.  They feel the same freedom as in America and  
in China.  That's right, their perception is correct.  Because in China  
they are privileged friends of the Communist Party, naturally they  
enjoy the same freedom as the Party. 
 
Yet they have not noticed, or they have intentionally overlooked:  the  
prerequisite is that the majority of Chinese have to sacrifice their  
freedom, for them and the Communist Party's privileged class to enjoy  
more freedom than they do in America.  The majority that has been  
sacrificed, of course opposes this sort of oppression, of course they  
will create instability, of course they will revolt.   Yet the  
Communist Party wants to maintain is autocratic system, of course it  
has to be hostile toward those democratic countries more in accord with  
human existence.  This is the basic structure of modern international  
relations.  For thousands of years, that experienced fundamental  
changes in the social system were all of this structure.   
 
There are some American politicians who say, "We can set down  
ideological differences to develop amicable international relations."   
I am convinced of their good aspirations, but the Communist Party is  
not convinced.  The Communist party believes that your existence is a  
threat to its own existence.  Because the freedom that democracy  
guarantees is too appealing, everyday the existence of democratic  
systems testifies to the failure of despotism.  Everyday it is an  
example producing effect of overturning autocracies, how can they trust  
that what you say is the true?  Why does America regularly make  
mistakes when dealing with matters related to China, because many  
Americans do not understand:  lack of freedom is the fundamental reason  
that is compelling Chinese people to revolt.   
 
If you cannot convince the Chinese people to be satisfied with life  
that lacks freedom, then you cannot convince the Chinese Communist  
Party to trust in your good intentions.  This is the root cause of the  
ideological conflict.  It is not a question of who is willing or who is  
not willing. 
 
 
(The Wei Jingsheng Foundation is responsible for the translation of the  
Chinese version.) 
 
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